Dear mister… | Patrecia

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Dear mister… | Patrecia

Dear Mister…

It’s been a week since I last talked to you. I could tell from your voice that you were’t okay, even when you tried to convince me that you were. I appreciated the fact that you called me and spared some time for me in the middle of your hell of a roller coaster ride. I could sense the pains, the worries and the anxiety. I could feel your pain. And, you disappeared. One unanswered text led to another. I called and you rejected. I wondered, I worried, but I was also selfish. I didn’t fully put myself in your shoes. Until I found out what happened. You had no idea how bad I wanted to hug you tight because I know how much pain you must be in. You didn’t know how much I wanted you to share your pain with me. How much I wanted to tell you how you are not alone. How I will be here with you no matter what. You had no idea how many times I cried WITH you. You are not alone, you will never be alone, because I am with you and will always be with you no matter what. Do you know how many times I wanted to call you or text you? But I held myself back because I assumed you wanted some time alone and I didn’t want to be that annoying and ignorant person. I understood that but at the same time, It killed me and it is still killing me. Not knowing how you’re feeling and not knowing if you wanted someone with you. All I know is I am not with you and for some weird reasons, that fact kills me every time. Up until now, I still hope that I get your text every time I check my phone. There is a little voice in me that says “come one, one text from him” every time I turn my phone screen on.

If one day I ever show this post to you. I just wanted you to know that you were in my thoughts every second of every day, all I wanted was just be there for you, hold your hand and remind you that you are not alone. I told you before, you do have me and I don’t want you to forget it! <3

Two ladies set out to conquer the world. Just kidding, none of us are ever that ambitious. We are just two individuals who have known each other for a very long time (more than a decade now) that wanted to venture out to collaborate on a project together. We are “TOOCONFIDENTIALMESS” – too as in 'two' (Jule & Nanda) and too as in well, too. Confidential as in, it is our not so little secret to the world and mess as in our perfectly imperfect lives.

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